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Next week is the week where your so called "true colours" show. i just hope i will keep my cool, and do all things in his power.
i pray hard that i will not forget his name when im exhausted and out of strength.
pray hard i will be a lamp on the table, salt in the dough, light on the hill.
 
 
 
 
 
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I'm an Egg. 
  

 
  just closing my eyes, listening to the scissors go chingchingching, the shaver go zzztzzztzzttt and the girls grabbing my head,
i just felt so loved. Thank you Jesus! 
 
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don't you just love it when photographs can speak to you without making a sound? 
Just like how plants and flowers are. I told wang and fred before i don't mind a girlfriend who is mute. 
She would just be so much more beautiful.

I went grocery shopping with cmf and with her voice almost destroyed by curry fishballs, durian pancakes,
talking for long hours and late nights, she was the quietest girl around. The silence was sweeeet although
it kind of hurts when i see her try to talk. so, get well soon cmf. (if you ever read this.)

one more thing, i was reading up on the word on my bed last night and left it there. just a while ago, i went
to read and it was already flipped to hebrews when i was like at matthew. so i read the verse in hebrews and it said,
12:1".... and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us."  with the perseverance underlined by me years ago.
God has seriously been talking to me and showing me many things recently, feels like he's preparing me for what is to come soon.
 
 

 
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National Service is in 5 days but somehow, God has given me strength and responsibilities that covers up the fear of going bald and 
living like a dog for two years. Eventhough National Service is a dreaded time of the year, i thank God for it since these two years is gonna serve as a buffer to think deeply and search for my Purpose in his kingdom and also my career path.  I've been backtracking on my life as a 
christian and replaying it over and over again to see God's work in my life. Although many things seem small and insignificant, but they will always lead to something amazing or extraordinary. The Good and Bad times, times of uncertainties, times where i felt unexplainable joy, everything little thing played a role bringing me to where i am. The upcoming questions would be  "What would God unfold in the upcoming years?"

 
I seriously can't wait.
 
 
 
 
 
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